Hi Folks,
I 've started trying to prepare for 'the future' .....an emotional mine field .
We live 2 hours away from my OH kids , when he was diagnosed 3 years ago his son asked if Dad needs a care home where will it be ? Close to kids kids in Hertfordshire or close to me in the south west .
I talked to my OH about it a few times since and he consistently replied 'near his kids'
He has previously said he accepts going into care and doesn't mind to go .
Unexpectedly my OH raised the topic of care homes ....... (With his Lewy body he goes from very muddled to calm and clear ) we had a great discussion but when it came to weighing up here or there we got stuck .
I told my GP about this he thought it would be big upheaval for OH to move far away . Daughter has asked if he was near them would I be able to visit every week and stay over so some one can visit him every day ?
I think it will be very difficult for me if he is 2 hours away and started to wonder what is in ' Our/my best interest , as his needs increase and I'm not able to safely meet them . We still have an affectionate relationship and whilst he is physically well he relies on me for everything else . I'm emotionally exhausted and my life has been completely taken over by his illness .
I've really struggled emotionally since diagnosis and worked hard to find support but it has often been lacking .
This question is a very very troublesome one . I thought I might 'practice' looking at care homes near me but then ........ His daughter 's have POA for finance . No POA for health in place .
Please help . Thank you Nestle X
Hi @nestle, so I am a daughter & I live two hours away from Mum & Dad; also we have done the care home bit & it is near me. Only because no option local to Mum & her own health issues meant it was the only workable option at the time.
My advice is do it. I live spending time with my Dad, even if he doesn’t know my name he knows my face.
I take it it’s your OH children from your post; how lovely that they want you to visit them regularly, & support you both.
Your OH has stated where he wants to be, those decisions can be hurtful but he’s taking the whole situation on board.
Please don’t feel guilty about being exhausted by dementia’s demands on carers & families. Let yourself be helped by an obviously loving unit, who want to help you. You can become your husbands wife again. Weekend trips with your families support - believe me it’s a lonely path being the only person who visits
I’m actually a little jealous...
Accept their help & regain a little of yourself for you.
X