lucid moments can be hard to take

[totallyconfused]

for eg

telling me shes wasted my time, hopes I can get it back and wants me to do whatever I want to do and will i be okay?

annd this week whne helping to clean her after a toilet accident she looked me in the eye and said she hates that I have to do this and apologised.

tough moments that dont last long but are so diifficult .shes had these very lucid moments these past few weeks.

 

[canary]

Its bittersweet
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

 

[LHS]

My mum is completely defiant about her condition. A moment of lucidity would be a relief for me but i can completely appreciate it being equally heartwrenching.