I use ‘love lies’ @maryjoan as a way to break him in gently to a reality because he cannot either understand or accept the truth ‘neat’. I call it being economical with the truth, do you remember that phrase? I don’t tell him what is going to happen until it is but I try to prepare the way. He doesn’t want the truth to happen because at the moment it is happening he can exercise his autonomy. This is from a simple thing like having a shower, walking further than he wants, to going somewhere he doesn’t want to go, let alone me leaving him somewhere. He digs his heels in and I have to persuade, cajole or force him to cooperate, especially if it’s something like going to the doctor which he can never understand why. His frequent response to any request is ‘why’, even if it’s something simple like let’s get our coats on. It does exasperate me a lot but it never ends. It wouldn’t be a problem if I could handle it without resorting raising my voice and getting really upset but it’s so relentless that I sometimes, not always, do. He always complies in the end but it’s so stressful.
I am going to try and take this step back @patbryn but am under no illusions that it will be easy, in fact I expect it to be hard. One learns these things on TP. He is going for a lovely ‘holiday’ to a nearly newly built care home which has been built to the best practice standards described in the MOOC UTAS course Understanding Dementia. It ticks all the boxes that we had to tick for the test. When I mentioned this to the coordinator she said that even as they are using it they are feeding new ideas into the plans for the next one. I heard about it from a flyer they sent round at the end of last year and when I needed to think about respite I made a visit. He has been there three times now because they encourage you to take them round several times before an actual admission, for coffee or lunch. I would like to go there myself and indeed some people do exactly that if they need it but then I could go to a regular hotel. He cannot understand that he cannot live alone at home so if I say that I need to have a short break he says he can look after himself. I also feel that now he doesn’t have an independent life which he used to have, it’s even more important to help him have some outside contact. This website is marvellous not just for the support and information so lacking from the professionals but also for a place to work out your own feelings with feedback from fellow carers.
After a sort of normal-ish day yesterday, it looks like we are back to the old routine of his body clock being all wrong. I try to keep him up in the evenings with difficulty and am constantly myself asking how much to let him be. I don’t want him to start being up all night. Happy days!
I am going to try and take this step back @patbryn but am under no illusions that it will be easy, in fact I expect it to be hard. One learns these things on TP. He is going for a lovely ‘holiday’ to a nearly newly built care home which has been built to the best practice standards described in the MOOC UTAS course Understanding Dementia. It ticks all the boxes that we had to tick for the test. When I mentioned this to the coordinator she said that even as they are using it they are feeding new ideas into the plans for the next one. I heard about it from a flyer they sent round at the end of last year and when I needed to think about respite I made a visit. He has been there three times now because they encourage you to take them round several times before an actual admission, for coffee or lunch. I would like to go there myself and indeed some people do exactly that if they need it but then I could go to a regular hotel. He cannot understand that he cannot live alone at home so if I say that I need to have a short break he says he can look after himself. I also feel that now he doesn’t have an independent life which he used to have, it’s even more important to help him have some outside contact. This website is marvellous not just for the support and information so lacking from the professionals but also for a place to work out your own feelings with feedback from fellow carers.
After a sort of normal-ish day yesterday, it looks like we are back to the old routine of his body clock being all wrong. I try to keep him up in the evenings with difficulty and am constantly myself asking how much to let him be. I don’t want him to start being up all night. Happy days!