Hi we had mums funeral yesterday it was truelly amazing..so so beatiful from start to finish. I had wrote mums euroly and it all came from the heart .i didnt think for one minute i would be able to read it out!!but i did i am so so proud of myself..Really proud..i felt that this was my last deed for mum..and wanted to her to be so so proud!x today i am sitting here at home and i am wondering what do i do know!!!.mum was always my first priority..my fisrt thought off a morning and last one at night..i phone home at 6 every morning to see if she slept well!!!.the past 3 weeks i have organised most off funeral. I wrote the verses for local paper..i wrote euroly..orginising flowers..who going in what car..59 people to orgnise..so to say i been busy is an understatement..mum been home for 2 days..i slepted in room with mum..to say i am exhausted is putting it mildly...so today no family now all myself till daughter got home from school and i honestly did not know what to do with myself!!..