well its been a horrible day mum got rushed into hospital today with bad breathing problems,got seen buy the doctor at 10 o clock tonight and things are not looking good i feel so sorry for her i wish i could swap bodys with her,she was all confused bless her all she was saying was just let me die,i feel like im looseing it at the moment, its so hard hearing her say that.im hopeing and preying she will pick up soon.in need of a hug rachel xxxxxxx