Hi my wife who i been with for 30 years and was caring for her for ten years and did not find it dificult at all to cut a long story short social serveses got involed and she was put into resedential care against my wishes it been just over a year now i have been with her every day playing music and geting her to sing which she loved doing it also made her tierd so she sleped well we would still laugh a lot and every thing was ok she was very agated at the start whith the carers when they tried to change her pad but i could do it she was as quiet as a lamb anyway all the agitation stoped and she would say things like ime always happy or i live here now which was music to my ears i started to worrying about her i started to do ghings my self like birdwatching a hobby of mine but still made sure i was there at some point every day then came the review as it had been a year she was put on menantine without me being told i found out by chance its been nearly a month now and it breaking my heart she sleeping one moomment staring into space the next cant speak very well or sing which was a blessing for her it made her come alive its like its doing the opposite to what they say it should ino its only going to get wose i spoke to manager of home so her doctor came out to her pulse rtc then sugested uping the memantine to my horror also i ask her now are you happy she slures no no i hate it and hate you trouble is its the dementia specalist groups doctor who put her onit without even meeting her or discusong it with me as i no her better than anyone and only want her to live life to the full and be happy while she can but this medication has just made the dementia worse i have not got power of urterny as many years ago i thourght it was only to do with money and propety wich we had neither but ive been there since she got dynosed all the hospitle opointments andwhent on a six week course about dementia and cared for her for ten years without one day away from it and i truly love her so only want her to have as much happyness as posible but now its just nothing she is like a zombie most of the time i just sit with her wuietly staring into space as well but i no if she was not on the medication we would have her cd on she be singing ide be clowning around to make her laugh