I didn't know where to post, so I hope this is the right place. I'm not sure what I'm looking for, just a place to offload I guess, where others 'get it'...
Yet I feel like whatever I say just sounds like whinging, others have it far worse than I, and I don't have a right to moan.
Summary - working full time. Caring for Mum who has COPD and was recently diagnosed with dementia. Caring for husband who has fibromyalgia. I'm struggling with depression and anxiety and have recently been diagnosed with MS. I don't have any other family.
Not sure what stage Mums dementia is at, but I think it's been coming on for some time. She's been seen by the Psych at the memory clinic and was prescribed medication. At the moment she still lives in her own home, has a Care agency coming in once a day, but won't let them do anything for her. I call in every day after work and weekends to cook her a hot meal and make sure she takes her tablets. Sort her medication, do her shopping, washing, tidying up etc.
Some days she is washed and dressed, can hold a conversation (even if she can't remember it later!); other days she sits there in her nightclothes, barely aware of her surroundings, doesn't want to eat, can't hold a conversation and just falls asleep.
Mum has a Telecare pendant which she refuses to wear. When she gets distressed or confused, I'm the person she contacts, she simply won't rely on anyone else for help. She'll tell anyone who calls that she's managing just fine. She tells me she can't carry on like this and doesn't know what to do. I point out that the whole idea having people coming to the house to help her is so she can remain independent in her own house (she has a fear of being put 'in a home'), but even that isn't enough to persuade her to accept help and support from anyone else but me.
Social services said they can't force her to accept help because she has capacity. If the person needing care won't accept it, there's nothing they can do (so if Mum won't accept support, I don't get any either).
My anxiety levels are sky high, mood is at rock bottom.
I can't do this any more.
Yet I feel like whatever I say just sounds like whinging, others have it far worse than I, and I don't have a right to moan.
Summary - working full time. Caring for Mum who has COPD and was recently diagnosed with dementia. Caring for husband who has fibromyalgia. I'm struggling with depression and anxiety and have recently been diagnosed with MS. I don't have any other family.
Not sure what stage Mums dementia is at, but I think it's been coming on for some time. She's been seen by the Psych at the memory clinic and was prescribed medication. At the moment she still lives in her own home, has a Care agency coming in once a day, but won't let them do anything for her. I call in every day after work and weekends to cook her a hot meal and make sure she takes her tablets. Sort her medication, do her shopping, washing, tidying up etc.
Some days she is washed and dressed, can hold a conversation (even if she can't remember it later!); other days she sits there in her nightclothes, barely aware of her surroundings, doesn't want to eat, can't hold a conversation and just falls asleep.
Mum has a Telecare pendant which she refuses to wear. When she gets distressed or confused, I'm the person she contacts, she simply won't rely on anyone else for help. She'll tell anyone who calls that she's managing just fine. She tells me she can't carry on like this and doesn't know what to do. I point out that the whole idea having people coming to the house to help her is so she can remain independent in her own house (she has a fear of being put 'in a home'), but even that isn't enough to persuade her to accept help and support from anyone else but me.
Social services said they can't force her to accept help because she has capacity. If the person needing care won't accept it, there's nothing they can do (so if Mum won't accept support, I don't get any either).
My anxiety levels are sky high, mood is at rock bottom.
I can't do this any more.