oh is even more restless even with the constant increase of drug ( i keep asking doctors for something to calm him and relax him so he could just be happy to sit for a while but everything they offer has failed) toilet issues have got so much worse he used to sleep most of the night but in last week now he is up and down in the night i try and just stay in bed but concerned what state the bathroom may be in if i dont get up and check he looks exhausted and ill at times but still his brain won't let him rest checked him out for urine infection but he is clear i am totally exhausted just dont know how more i can stand i dont beleive he is bad enough for care home I am sure others out there are coping with much worse but for the first time ever i thought about it just because of my own state of mind that made me feel so so quilty just want this whole thing to stop