This morning as usual i was lying awake and enjoying the benefit of a good night sleep and suddenly 'received' the oddest day dream of my departed mother in the kitchen saying "it was all a bit of a mess". In the Kitchen it looked like she had tried to poach an egg ( one of her favourites) . Nothing had happened of course but the image was of a poached egg on the cooker with one of her pans (unused).
Thinking about it now, i can hardly remember what was said and even the image of her cooker (always disconnected) fades. What i am still left with is this odd sensation inside me. This fading and indistinct image is irresistible to me and i do not know what to think apart from this growing sense of sadness,regret and uness that is growing inside me.
The dream was fictional, it never happened but seems to be a mixture of things that may have happened , assembled in my dreamy head to make a short fictional story.
Does this kind of thing happen to any of you and do you feel the need to do anything to calm yourself and make them go away. Or do you just feel sad, have a little cry and find a good way to remember the past ?
Thinking about it now, i can hardly remember what was said and even the image of her cooker (always disconnected) fades. What i am still left with is this odd sensation inside me. This fading and indistinct image is irresistible to me and i do not know what to think apart from this growing sense of sadness,regret and uness that is growing inside me.
The dream was fictional, it never happened but seems to be a mixture of things that may have happened , assembled in my dreamy head to make a short fictional story.
Does this kind of thing happen to any of you and do you feel the need to do anything to calm yourself and make them go away. Or do you just feel sad, have a little cry and find a good way to remember the past ?