My mum's in a care home but can't verbally communicate. I'd love nothing more than to hear her voice again. This morning I woke up with the need to tell her something and for them few seconds I forgot I couldn't ring her anymore or hear her voice. Don't get me wrong I love going to see her and thankfully she is so happy in herself and her non verbal we can communicate that way but it's not the same. Everyday I talk to people about dementia and about my mum heck I even sometimes work with people with dementia as my role as a nurse and I manage okay. It's then little things like today which give me that stab in the heart and my whole body feels like it weighs a million tons. And my heart physically aches again.
Please tell me I'm not the only person that feels like this at times .
Please tell me I'm not the only person that feels like this at times .