I am struggling, but I need to do this for many reasons.
How do others manage to work from home.... if they do at all?
How do others manage to work from home.... if they do at all?
I struggle immensely- recently had my request to work from home 1 day per week denied, I work 30 hrs per week. This is from an employer with a huge research grant working in the field of Alzheimer's. I don't know what to do. It's clear husband needs more support. Yes I need to think about outside help, but will struggle financially due to cost involved. Also being a private person, the thought of having strangers in my home while I'm at work terrifies me. Been scanning internet for jobs at home, but pay is low. I'm exhausted and feel like I'm letting husband down.I am struggling, but I need to do this for many reasons.
How do others manage to work from home.... if they do at all?
I am struggling, but I need to do this for many reasons.
How do others manage to work from home.... if they do at all?
All sympathy, it is so hard to concentrate and keep a thought. What are you studying? Thank you for posting.I tried to carry on working but became impossible. I left one job to start another with more convenient hours and left that one after a few months and now I am jobless. No option to work from home.
I still study and that is done at home but that also is suffering.
A year ago I worked and looked after dad and studied. I also went out sometimes but rarely now.
Oh well.
I think it's 66 o 67 at the moment. Check it out on google. Yes, dementia is a hungry beast and will take all our time. It's not you getting it wrong, not at all. Yes, I so understand about your self respect. We need to keep areas that are not about dementia. It must not be the only story we have to tell, although of course it is very hard for it not to be. Lovely to hear from you, thank you.This is such an insight to me - I keep thinking it's me, that's getting it wrong - but I see it's the dementia that is spilling ever more into my life from his.
I try to work when he is asleep, he is dozing now, but I need to go and cut the lawn. We need the money my work brings in, but also I need the self respect as well.
What is retiring age in this country anyway? I will be 70 at Christmas, and had not planned on giving up work. But it is increasingly squashed in between everything else....
there we are !!
Yes it is, especially with the long wait for state pension. My OH is now in care home and I am self-financing using £60k his mother left him. After that there will be a financial assessment and the LA will have to contribute. They cannot kick him out in the street or send him home.I have another 11 years before I qualify for state pension. How do people manage financially? It's frightening.
Yes it is, especially with the long wait for state pension. My OH is now in care home and I am self-financing using £60k his mother left him. After that there will be a financial assessment and the LA will have to contribute. They cannot kick him out in the street or send him home.
Meanwhile, I have no car, no pets, no travel expenses, no drink, no meals out, no holidays, no garden centre trips, etc etc. All a bit dull ...
All sympathy, it is so hard to concentrate and keep a thought. What are you studying? Thank you for posting.
I have another 11 years before I qualify for state pension. How do people manage financially? It's frightening.
I have 15 years to go until retirement age and I have teenagers to support. I have no iidea how we will cope when my OH can no longer be left on his own.[/QUOTE
Financial insecurity and worries can be crippling. Working from home could be a solution if you husband does not drive you crazy with obsessive behaviours. I managed somehow working at less demanding jobs (less interesting and not up to my abilities) with office work, but I did what I did to finish educating our four children and to survive until pension age. My husband was well enough to be at home alone for the first 10 years of his diagnosis. I am at last 64, I was 48 when we begin the Alzheimers journey. I still wake up with dread and financial insecurity. I just keep doing the best I can, live a different life style from what we had or expected to have and pray it all works out somehow. I have managed with support (not financial but emotional) from friends and my two children who live nearby. I will try to keep OH at home with me for as long as possible as the financial drain of a care home would break me. The truth is worries change along the way what I worried about 16 years ago are not the worries I have today. Thank God I have days when I do not wake up worried.
As someone who was at one point in time a young carer, I know one can live thru and with this disease. There have been moments of great joy along with the hardships, over this period OH has managed to participate in 4 university graduations, the marriage of two of the children, the birth of four grandchildren and his mother's 90th birthday celebration in 2017.
We have reached a new level this week in that he now longer knows what to do in the shower. And I had to wash him for the first time, two days ago. It was a sad moment to meet this next level of the disease.
But the key for me has been to try and stay grateful for all I do have and to stay in the now and not try to look into the future, as today has not yet been as bad as my worrying thought it would be.
Absolutely - wise words!
I start each day with the thought that I can and I will get through this day. I am still adjusting to the reality not being what we signed up for almost 8 years ago.
I am still shocked when I comment on the TV news, thinking he is understanding it, and I realise that he does not follow it, he is just looking at the pictures on the screen without any of it registering.
I also have a wee bit of unease creeping in, that I am the only one with any 'sense' in this household any more - it is a bit scary.
BUT
I have taken him his coffee in bed at 7am, and I have already done some work here on my computer so quiet breakfast in a moment, shower, and up and ready for what the day throws at me. I love my work, I need my work, but his constant interruptions got to a new level the other day, and resulted in my sending a client an email that was almost total rubbish!! I need to concentrate, and that is difficult.
Another thing - he watched the World Snooker absolutely avidly, and now it's finished, he is lost. He also hates the Saturday TV as it is not what he is used to...... this is the guy who would not have a TV in the house....... but give him Judge Rinder, Tipping Point, The Chase and Pointless and he is happy, after Home under the Hammer, and Housing Enforcers of course!