Hi Baggybreeks and everyone who has posted on this thread. I have husband with vascular dementia in care home for almost a year and can echo the feeling of emptyness and pointlessness in knowing that we can never again enjoy the companionship of our loved one at home. I also do some gardening and find myself thinking I wish J could see this. He has not died but will never again be my companion. I love his so much but living in this limbo state breaks my heart - I did not know that it was possible to experience such sadness and loneliness.
However, it is helpful to read the experience of others here on TP and I thank you all for posting. xx
However, it is helpful to read the experience of others here on TP and I thank you all for posting. xx