I hope this won' t be too long and protracted..... My mother who died in April 2016 (she lived with us for 9years and I was her full time carer) was diagnosed with Alzheimer's and vascular dementia. During her last year of life and the following year we were concerned that my sister was suffering from stress/depression ...unfortunately she was then diagnosed with early Alzheimer/dementia...or as they like to say in the medical profession "organic changes in the brain". We moved her to live with us as her home was tide to her job. She now, after 9 months with us, is living 'independently' in a village just 10 minutes away. However, during this time I have become our granddaughter's full-time carer...(Mama and Papa both work full-time, as most of their generation have to these days!)... So what is my frustration and guilt?....We persuaded my sister to move to be near us...as a single person in her early 60's she has no-one to care for her other than us. She isn't and never has been a happy person...by comparison (now in retrospect) our mother was a walk in the park to care for!!! And of course, we're now doing the daily lost/found/doesn't work/need to order a new/etc etc etc as we juggle the childminding...which is resented....(don't ask) I swing from breaking my heart with sorrow at my older sister being so debilitated and lonely and afraid...and furious with the attitude that every thing lost is obviously in our house (!) and memories that aren't exactly true.... and constant daily abrupt texts that almost demand we deal with the problem/s....
With Mum, she had happy family memories we could constantly tap into....we ran a B&B around her until it became too problematical....but in general my sister is a totally different kettle of fish....dealing with a totally negative attitude is so draining.... I love my sister and seeing this deterioration is heart-breaking. She was a profession woman in a specialised career..... I feel I am swimming against the tide. And this is no help to anyone.
With Mum, she had happy family memories we could constantly tap into....we ran a B&B around her until it became too problematical....but in general my sister is a totally different kettle of fish....dealing with a totally negative attitude is so draining.... I love my sister and seeing this deterioration is heart-breaking. She was a profession woman in a specialised career..... I feel I am swimming against the tide. And this is no help to anyone.