So, Mum has been home with us since Friday and the change in her from before she went into the CH for almost nine weeks, to now is shocking.
The AD has progressed. She is often frightened and shaky, she is just 'not right', I don't know what I mean really, it's like I'm expecting Mum to die soon. Shocking to actually say it out loud but that's how I feel. Ten grand lighter and I feel the respite which was going to be permanent has done more harm than good. While she was there her lower legs and feet were really swollen but since she's been home they've gone back to normal. I wouldn't want Mum to go back there.
Sorry if this doesn't make sense but I hate this disease and hate how it's changed my Mum, I don't want to lose her but then again I don't want her to suffer anymore
The AD has progressed. She is often frightened and shaky, she is just 'not right', I don't know what I mean really, it's like I'm expecting Mum to die soon. Shocking to actually say it out loud but that's how I feel. Ten grand lighter and I feel the respite which was going to be permanent has done more harm than good. While she was there her lower legs and feet were really swollen but since she's been home they've gone back to normal. I wouldn't want Mum to go back there.
Sorry if this doesn't make sense but I hate this disease and hate how it's changed my Mum, I don't want to lose her but then again I don't want her to suffer anymore