Thank you all for your words of comfort and support. I am looking at the Coping with Bereavement information but not taking much in yet. The dealing with loss forum on here is very informative too - I just didnt want to click on to it.
Hi Rosebay,I wish you well in whatever you decide to do now you are able ,once you settle down take your time and be happy ,my word you have done your greatest deed ever .xxxxxI think this will be my last post here now as I am moving to the Dealing with Loss forum. I have been to the registrars office today so I guess that makes it final - he has gone from my life. Just got to get through the funeral service and then ..... I really dont know except I will just take one day at a time. Thank you all again for helping me through the last seven years - especially those who have private messaged me. x