I too feel the loneliness and isolation of dementia. I know of the fear that you talk of richard and of not knowing how to communicate this. I also have no support and forget what the dr are telling me. Its usally another tablet an antidepressant, that makes my memory worse so i dont bother going now.
I tried posting and replying to post but our memory's are spradic so theres no consistency.
All my so called friends have backed off and i find i am crying a lot of the time and seeming to be feeling very sorry for myself.
Im angry and depressed i think. I hate feeling like this and some days well a lot of days i just want it all to be over with. No wonder ppl dont want to talk to me. I wouldnt want to talk to me.. i know i carnt be easy being a carer but its not easy being us either. Hateful disease this..
Yesterday was a good day i managed to make a roast dinner but today is a different story. Im just so tired i feel if i could just get a good sleep i might be betterable to cope. its tragic more so when you still know what it is thats being lost. Cheers for reading this.. molly
I tried posting and replying to post but our memory's are spradic so theres no consistency.
All my so called friends have backed off and i find i am crying a lot of the time and seeming to be feeling very sorry for myself.
Im angry and depressed i think. I hate feeling like this and some days well a lot of days i just want it all to be over with. No wonder ppl dont want to talk to me. I wouldnt want to talk to me.. i know i carnt be easy being a carer but its not easy being us either. Hateful disease this..
Yesterday was a good day i managed to make a roast dinner but today is a different story. Im just so tired i feel if i could just get a good sleep i might be betterable to cope. its tragic more so when you still know what it is thats being lost. Cheers for reading this.. molly