Hi just wanted to tell you how my peter is getting on , he went in the nursing home on Monday, on the day he was a bit unsettled when they got him there but when I went back on Tuesday morning he seem ok he was laughing with me and I have to say he look so much brighter than when he was in hospital , been to see him twice a day and I think he will be ok, I can't make it out he looks happy but is he I don't know , I still have a cry the worse bit is saying by when I go and I can't wait to get back in the morning , the children keep telling me I don't have to be there all the time but I can't stop myself soon has I wake up that's all I think about seeing him , never felt so much pain in my heart in my life I really just want to go to sleep till everything is better but I know it's never going to be hugs to you all xxxxx Christmas xxxxx