I just realised that I had stopped counting weeks and looking at the clock every Wednesday to friday.
I feel sad in a way, worried that I do not care yet also pleased that this shadow is lifting.
I picked up a box buried in some papers this week. I couldn't for the life of me work out what it was. I opened it and the scent got to me, of Mum's wardrobe in the NH, and brought back the tears briefly. It was a couple of her Christmas decorations.
I am so glad that this did not happen at the start of winter, in the spring was a good time, for those of us left behind, when there is growth and life about us, to remind us that life continues.
Love you Mum
Mameeskye
I feel sad in a way, worried that I do not care yet also pleased that this shadow is lifting.
I picked up a box buried in some papers this week. I couldn't for the life of me work out what it was. I opened it and the scent got to me, of Mum's wardrobe in the NH, and brought back the tears briefly. It was a couple of her Christmas decorations.
I am so glad that this did not happen at the start of winter, in the spring was a good time, for those of us left behind, when there is growth and life about us, to remind us that life continues.
Love you Mum
Mameeskye