Caught me by surprise...had to drive daughter to Greenwich 02 this afternoon so she could catch the Underground back to her flat in London as no trains at all running in the SE until January. Had a lovely few days of her being home. Had thought about dad Mum and brother at times over Christmas, at midnight mass, not visiting dad for the first Christmas but had been melancholy but not tearful.
Husband's leukaemia is in remission so after a terrible year of treatment and seeing dad's end of life which although sad for me was a relief for him...looking forward to a less stressful start to the new year...So why....
....as the gloom of twilight rain and mist descended as I drove down the motorway from dropping daughter off... floods of tears about them all!
Just like the illness itself...still an emotional rollercoaster.
Husband's leukaemia is in remission so after a terrible year of treatment and seeing dad's end of life which although sad for me was a relief for him...looking forward to a less stressful start to the new year...So why....
....as the gloom of twilight rain and mist descended as I drove down the motorway from dropping daughter off... floods of tears about them all!
Just like the illness itself...still an emotional rollercoaster.