Hi Everyone,
Brief background: My wife became residential in local care home three months ago, when (despite good package of care) I just could not cope any more in our own home. Sue is nearly 72; she was diagnosed with AD aged 64 (2009), having retired aged 60 as a Senior Probation Officer. She soon lost language abilities and comprehension gradually deteriorated along with bowel incontinence and latterly some urine problems in night as could not find the WC. Physically fit as a flea!
For the past month - and the progress has been accelerating - she has begun to speak some words again, sometimes several words strung together. These are for the most part understandable and revealing of a comprehension that has been missing for several years. For example, driving along an unfamiliar road the other day she suddenly said: "Mmm, Old Barn Lane". I realised she had read the road name sign - I nearly drove into a lampost!! She has also begun counting things again - a frequent activity that was popular for some long while but ceased a year or so ago: stairs / ducks on the pond / cars in the carpark etc etc. She also responds to my pointing out: "Look at the cows in that field" by looking where I am pointing and responding - a few weeks ago she would continue to look ahead and simply say "yes". With toiletting: I could generally guess when she wanted a wee as she started fidgeting - but now if I ask her she will respond yes / no.
Last evening I plucked up courage to take her to a supper party with a group of midwives with whom I used to work, the first "night out" for some long while - and they were all gobsmacked at the improvement in her speech and comprehension since our last get-together sone six months ago. So, it's not just my wishful thinking! The care home staff (who are a great bunch btw - truly caring for her and me) have observed all this too.
So what is happening? If Sue had cancer or some such I might say that she was enjoying a little "remission" - but does / can that happen? Talking to the care home Manager and some other local contacts there seems to be some opinion along the lines of:
a. AD sufferers living at home can just come to rely so much on their partner understanding their needs and choices that (like a "lazy" child) they give up trying to project themselves. "Why should I bother??" In the care home they have to make choices - attempt to explain their preferences etc.
b. At home they be stressed by being surrounded by familiar things and tasks - knowing they used to engage with them, but now cannot. e.g. the piano which she played daily and quite well up until last November. There are no such reminders in the care home.
c. At home they may pick up on the stress / anxiety and pain of the carer/spouse - and there was b..... lot of that I can assure you!! (Enter Stage left: Guilt Monster.....)
I'm just wondering if this is a common experience, and what conclusions others may have drawn? I'm all too painfully aware btw that this can only be temporary - but I am prepared to enjoy getting even a smidgin of my wife back for the meantime!
As ever - love and prayers to all out there on TP.
Frank
Brief background: My wife became residential in local care home three months ago, when (despite good package of care) I just could not cope any more in our own home. Sue is nearly 72; she was diagnosed with AD aged 64 (2009), having retired aged 60 as a Senior Probation Officer. She soon lost language abilities and comprehension gradually deteriorated along with bowel incontinence and latterly some urine problems in night as could not find the WC. Physically fit as a flea!
For the past month - and the progress has been accelerating - she has begun to speak some words again, sometimes several words strung together. These are for the most part understandable and revealing of a comprehension that has been missing for several years. For example, driving along an unfamiliar road the other day she suddenly said: "Mmm, Old Barn Lane". I realised she had read the road name sign - I nearly drove into a lampost!! She has also begun counting things again - a frequent activity that was popular for some long while but ceased a year or so ago: stairs / ducks on the pond / cars in the carpark etc etc. She also responds to my pointing out: "Look at the cows in that field" by looking where I am pointing and responding - a few weeks ago she would continue to look ahead and simply say "yes". With toiletting: I could generally guess when she wanted a wee as she started fidgeting - but now if I ask her she will respond yes / no.
Last evening I plucked up courage to take her to a supper party with a group of midwives with whom I used to work, the first "night out" for some long while - and they were all gobsmacked at the improvement in her speech and comprehension since our last get-together sone six months ago. So, it's not just my wishful thinking! The care home staff (who are a great bunch btw - truly caring for her and me) have observed all this too.
So what is happening? If Sue had cancer or some such I might say that she was enjoying a little "remission" - but does / can that happen? Talking to the care home Manager and some other local contacts there seems to be some opinion along the lines of:
a. AD sufferers living at home can just come to rely so much on their partner understanding their needs and choices that (like a "lazy" child) they give up trying to project themselves. "Why should I bother??" In the care home they have to make choices - attempt to explain their preferences etc.
b. At home they be stressed by being surrounded by familiar things and tasks - knowing they used to engage with them, but now cannot. e.g. the piano which she played daily and quite well up until last November. There are no such reminders in the care home.
c. At home they may pick up on the stress / anxiety and pain of the carer/spouse - and there was b..... lot of that I can assure you!! (Enter Stage left: Guilt Monster.....)
I'm just wondering if this is a common experience, and what conclusions others may have drawn? I'm all too painfully aware btw that this can only be temporary - but I am prepared to enjoy getting even a smidgin of my wife back for the meantime!
As ever - love and prayers to all out there on TP.
Frank