It's been an awful day today. Not feeling well and OH being difficult. Haven't been able to stop myself shouting at him, floods of tears because I can't see an end to this and generally feeling sorry for myself. The promised help is taking an age to materialise and I just feel it's all too much. I've been so strong in the past but I'm just so tired now. Just want it to stop. Sorry for being a wimp but oh where does one get the extra strength?