Moving on............
Thank you all for your responses.
Today has passed in a daze, not helped by not having slept since yesterday. My daughter, and my grandson have come down to help me for the next week. He has kept me distracted with his toddler energy, although my heart is as heavy as lead. Talking of hearts I had the two gold rings my mother wore made into 2 open hearts, one for me and one for my daughter it's a little comfort to know something she treasured will always be with me now. My house has been Sold STC for some time, so after Mum's funeral I will be raising my eyes to the future and my relocation to be near my daughter. My Mum was all about family and I know she would want me to cherish the time spent with mine, just as she did.I know the experiences of the past few months and subsequent loss of my dear Mum are going to take time to process, but the light that I saw fade this morning in Mum's eyes was shining bright in my Grandson's, and will in time sparkle again in mine.
Thank you again for your support. For those of you still on this troubled pathway I send heartfelt wishes of peace. xx