Hi everyone.
My lovely mum passed away 15th January this year after a long fight with Alzheimer's. The last week of her life I sat with her for most of the day at her bedside. My brothers and sister also sat with us. She was diagnosed with a UTI that didn't respond to antibiotics.
The day she died all my siblings were also with mum also mums brother. I had the call in the morning to say mums breathing had changed and the time was near so I phoned everyone to let them know to get to mum asap.
The few hours leading up to mums death was really peaceful and serene. We couldn't have asked for a better passing if there is such a thing. Mum was now free from this awful cruel illnesses.
I feel terribly guilty as I can't mourn for mum. I cried straight away when she passed but since leaving her room i havent shed a tear even at her funeral. I'm beginning to think there is something wrong with me that I can't mourn for my mum. Does that make me a terrible person?
My lovely mum passed away 15th January this year after a long fight with Alzheimer's. The last week of her life I sat with her for most of the day at her bedside. My brothers and sister also sat with us. She was diagnosed with a UTI that didn't respond to antibiotics.
The day she died all my siblings were also with mum also mums brother. I had the call in the morning to say mums breathing had changed and the time was near so I phoned everyone to let them know to get to mum asap.
The few hours leading up to mums death was really peaceful and serene. We couldn't have asked for a better passing if there is such a thing. Mum was now free from this awful cruel illnesses.
I feel terribly guilty as I can't mourn for mum. I cried straight away when she passed but since leaving her room i havent shed a tear even at her funeral. I'm beginning to think there is something wrong with me that I can't mourn for my mum. Does that make me a terrible person?