Mum was diagnosed 5 years ago, I left work and became her sole carer until 6 months ago when she went into a care home due to safety concerns (she had started to wander, looking for 'home'). I've always thought of myself as a strong person; could handle anything but this situation has badly affected me and no-one seems to understand. I am the only daughter and my two brothers live and work away so only see mum once in a while. They are relieved she's in a care home and seem to be coping well. I'm devastated. I fought to get her the best care and setting in the area and thought I'd have some peace in doing so but I actually feel worse. I feel guilty all the time. Friends and family re-assure me I've done a great job for mum but it's no use - my world has shifted and I'm frightened and heartbroken all the time. Mum still knows me and she has good and bad days - she's always telling me she loves me and thanks me for being her rock but I just come away and cry all the way home. People don't recognise me anymore - I don't recognise myself! I don't want to bore people around me with this all the time; they just don't get it. It's been the hardest thing I've done in my life and the responsibility has been terrifying. My poor mum is fading away and I'm moaning about me - there goes the guilt again!