Hi all,
Went to see my Mum yesterday with my Partner Leanne and our little girls, I walked to the home and was so nervous i walked in as mum now is in total nursing and as i walked in her room there she was now bed ridden looking small and helpless with her radio on. It hit me right in the face. She did give me the occasional smile and even tried to talk but i could see some changes in her the nurse told me she has put some weight on but she still looked withered to me even her hands were that of a late 60 year old. I get so mad as mum is 53 and my 3 year old girls are missing out on their grandma. I asked how long its been since my dad visited and when the nurse replied "2 Months" i was gobsmacked.
I feel now like Mum is a lost soul and noone cares at all about her I live in Derbyshire and work and my family dont allow for me to go everyday to Liverpool to see her. I wish she could be moved to a home in Derbyshire near me so i could visit everyday. Im off to darlington this morning to promote our show and i really dont feel like it i feel totally destroyed this morning...
Andf like i said in my post title i dont know how much more i can take of this....
Hope everyone is ok
Mark
Went to see my Mum yesterday with my Partner Leanne and our little girls, I walked to the home and was so nervous i walked in as mum now is in total nursing and as i walked in her room there she was now bed ridden looking small and helpless with her radio on. It hit me right in the face. She did give me the occasional smile and even tried to talk but i could see some changes in her the nurse told me she has put some weight on but she still looked withered to me even her hands were that of a late 60 year old. I get so mad as mum is 53 and my 3 year old girls are missing out on their grandma. I asked how long its been since my dad visited and when the nurse replied "2 Months" i was gobsmacked.
I feel now like Mum is a lost soul and noone cares at all about her I live in Derbyshire and work and my family dont allow for me to go everyday to Liverpool to see her. I wish she could be moved to a home in Derbyshire near me so i could visit everyday. Im off to darlington this morning to promote our show and i really dont feel like it i feel totally destroyed this morning...
Andf like i said in my post title i dont know how much more i can take of this....
Hope everyone is ok
Mark