My mother was living alone last September until she had a fall where she banged her head. Luckily no broken bones and no internal damage showed up on the scan. However, following the fall she, overnight, lost the ability to look after herself, quite a bit of mobility went (she has been disabled since childhood so walking has always been difficult) and also both the ability to make short term memories and much of her long term memory.
She has also been almost continually in tears since then totally aware of the loss of her faculties and her ability to do anything. Initially we tried live-in care, and then sheltered accommodation with extra care, but she was tearful all the time and said she didn't like being on her own so the only option was a care home. About a week before the move there was an incident at the sheltered accommodation when the carers couldn't wake her up and when they eventually did, she found it hard to keep her eyes open for periods of time. She moved to the care home three weeks ago and since then the decline has accelerated. She now always has her eyes closed when I visit, though it doesn't seem to be because of tiredness and it was clear she was listening to what was going on. When I can get her to open her eyes she complains of poor vision. Since moving to the home she has become really agitated and is one of the loudest shouters in the unit - something I have never seen her do before.
Up until the last week I could at least calm her down by talking and looking through photos with her. But for the last week she has been shouting almost continually. Sometimes for me or her mum and sometimes just utter rubbish. She seems very distressed and agitated, though she says she is not in pain. When I ask her why she is shouting she says she does not know why. She still recognises us and she still cries about her lost faculties and asks if she will ever get her memory back. But she evens shouts while I am sitting there holding her hand and can't be calmed by anything. The care home staff are lovely and gentle with her with must be a challenge when she has such challenging behaviour and shouts at them all the time.
It has got so bad that the care home have had to keep her in her room or the past three days because she is causing distress to the other residents. The home did call the GP in on Friday and she prescribed lorazepam to use sparingly to calm mum down, but it does not appear to be having any effect. They have ruled out any UTI, though have taken bloods to test too.
It's extremely distressing to see my mum like this and I feel like I have been lowering my expectations on a weekly basis over the last 5 months to keep pace with the decline.
Is is usual for somebody to be agitated and distressed continually for days at a time? I'm just wondering if this is going to be what it is like for the next however many years we have to live with this.
She has also been almost continually in tears since then totally aware of the loss of her faculties and her ability to do anything. Initially we tried live-in care, and then sheltered accommodation with extra care, but she was tearful all the time and said she didn't like being on her own so the only option was a care home. About a week before the move there was an incident at the sheltered accommodation when the carers couldn't wake her up and when they eventually did, she found it hard to keep her eyes open for periods of time. She moved to the care home three weeks ago and since then the decline has accelerated. She now always has her eyes closed when I visit, though it doesn't seem to be because of tiredness and it was clear she was listening to what was going on. When I can get her to open her eyes she complains of poor vision. Since moving to the home she has become really agitated and is one of the loudest shouters in the unit - something I have never seen her do before.
Up until the last week I could at least calm her down by talking and looking through photos with her. But for the last week she has been shouting almost continually. Sometimes for me or her mum and sometimes just utter rubbish. She seems very distressed and agitated, though she says she is not in pain. When I ask her why she is shouting she says she does not know why. She still recognises us and she still cries about her lost faculties and asks if she will ever get her memory back. But she evens shouts while I am sitting there holding her hand and can't be calmed by anything. The care home staff are lovely and gentle with her with must be a challenge when she has such challenging behaviour and shouts at them all the time.
It has got so bad that the care home have had to keep her in her room or the past three days because she is causing distress to the other residents. The home did call the GP in on Friday and she prescribed lorazepam to use sparingly to calm mum down, but it does not appear to be having any effect. They have ruled out any UTI, though have taken bloods to test too.
It's extremely distressing to see my mum like this and I feel like I have been lowering my expectations on a weekly basis over the last 5 months to keep pace with the decline.
Is is usual for somebody to be agitated and distressed continually for days at a time? I'm just wondering if this is going to be what it is like for the next however many years we have to live with this.