Hi,
I'm new to this forum. I'm not sure what I want or need, but here goes. My mum was diagnosed with Alzheimer's just over 3 years ago. With hindsight it's obvious that things were not right a couple of years before this. She lives at home with my dad. I'm an only child, and there are no other family to turn to/rely on. I live with my partner and am only a 15 min drive away.
Things have obviously deteriorated over the last three years, to the point where mum now needs constant care and assistance with all of her ADLs. She will not tolerate dad assisting with any element of her personal care and so I was going to her on a daily basis and giving her a bath etc. However, as I work full time I wasn't able to sustain this for any longer than a few months ( which I feel guilty for - I keep thinking that maybe I should just give up my job and look after mum full time - but in all honesty, I really don't want to) so we arranged for carers to start in November last year. This went well for a few weeks, but things have deteriorated further as mum has become incontinent. I'm not sure if there are some feelings of shame re: this on her part, but she is now refusing all care to the point where she is becoming extremely agitated, upset and angry at the mere mention of washing/bathing. We've tried all sorts of ways to adapt the process, doing it in different ways, at different times etc. but nothing is working. The carers are great and are working with us, but obviously there is a limit to their time and what they can do. So now I'm in a position where I'm once again going up to help out with mum on an almost nightly basis. It took me over 2 hours last night to get her to let me just wipe her bottom. On top of all of this I'm so worried about dad as he's just not coping. God knows it's hard for me, but he has to live with this 24/7. I'm at the end of my tether. Is now the time to start thinking about full time residential care? This terrifies me as you hear so many horrible stories about how people are treated in these places. I've got nothing to compare this situation to. How do other people cope?
I'm new to this forum. I'm not sure what I want or need, but here goes. My mum was diagnosed with Alzheimer's just over 3 years ago. With hindsight it's obvious that things were not right a couple of years before this. She lives at home with my dad. I'm an only child, and there are no other family to turn to/rely on. I live with my partner and am only a 15 min drive away.
Things have obviously deteriorated over the last three years, to the point where mum now needs constant care and assistance with all of her ADLs. She will not tolerate dad assisting with any element of her personal care and so I was going to her on a daily basis and giving her a bath etc. However, as I work full time I wasn't able to sustain this for any longer than a few months ( which I feel guilty for - I keep thinking that maybe I should just give up my job and look after mum full time - but in all honesty, I really don't want to) so we arranged for carers to start in November last year. This went well for a few weeks, but things have deteriorated further as mum has become incontinent. I'm not sure if there are some feelings of shame re: this on her part, but she is now refusing all care to the point where she is becoming extremely agitated, upset and angry at the mere mention of washing/bathing. We've tried all sorts of ways to adapt the process, doing it in different ways, at different times etc. but nothing is working. The carers are great and are working with us, but obviously there is a limit to their time and what they can do. So now I'm in a position where I'm once again going up to help out with mum on an almost nightly basis. It took me over 2 hours last night to get her to let me just wipe her bottom. On top of all of this I'm so worried about dad as he's just not coping. God knows it's hard for me, but he has to live with this 24/7. I'm at the end of my tether. Is now the time to start thinking about full time residential care? This terrifies me as you hear so many horrible stories about how people are treated in these places. I've got nothing to compare this situation to. How do other people cope?