Hi to all my friends on TP.well its nearly two weeks since my lovely wife Junes funeral.it still seems unreal I just cant except that I will never see her again I know that's stupid but that's how I feel.my lovely family have been wonderful and I put a good face on for them but when I am alone that's when it hits me.you see I all ways thought I would go before June because of my heart condition.I know that drinking is not the answer but it helps the pain.if other people have gone through this how long before it start to get better.sorry about such a long post but it's only on T Pican explain how I feel I fell so low take care XXX