Hi again, mum has now been in care home for 2 months (she thinks a year). Mum is very anxious and unsettled, every visit she is crying and begging to go home (even tho when she was at home she was begging to go home!). Its so hard seeing her so unhappy. Mum has moved area so has new GP, so no support from old GP, cpn, Sw. I have asked for an urgent referral to cpn but this hasn't happened yet. The council stop funding under the 12 week disregard in a few weeks and we are not being allowed a deferred payment as mum has an equity release on her house. I am so worried about selling her house (which of course I have to to pay her fees), when she is so heartbroken about not being at home! Help! Do I really have to ignore her requests and just get on with selling property?
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Hi - my Mum lived in a bungalow near us for 20 years till last November. Then it was hospital - a non-dementia respite home - and now settled in a good dementia home near us since early December.
I too am selling her house 'behind her back' and there are complications because a family member put up a third of the money using a trust fund. I've had to clear out all Mum's possessions - some to my siblings, some furniture to charity, a huge amount to the tip, and lots of Mum's clothes & other treasures clogging up my house. I can't tell Mum about any of this and it makes me feel uneasy - but I have to do it.
If the house doesn't sell for a while I too will have to arrange 'deferred payment'. I am not at all a woman of business and I'd find this all very worrying if it wasn't that I've already been so worried by Mum & her health & her mood.
My mother isn't as distressed as yours (especially since being put on Memantine) but this afternoon (for example) she kept saying over and over that her head was muddled, that she'd been in trouble for going into someone else's room, that she needed someone to check up on her.
('But Mum, you're in a place where they are checking up on you.' - 'Who's checking up?' - 'The carers.' - 'Who are they? I never see them.' - This usually half a minute after we've just seen one and chatted!)
As I started to go, she got more distressed and started asking what she was supposed to do, but I fudged a few reassurances and went.
It is not a nice feeling. When I visit, I'm dying to get away and feeling terrible. When I don't visit, I think about Mum & wonder how she's getting on and feel terrible.
I think the only thing we in this position can do is hang in there. We know that we've done what the situation seemed to demand. It isn't perfect, but nothing in this life is perfect.
As Winston Churchill is supposed to have said: 'Keep beggaring on!' (Well, near enough.
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