Feeling a little trapped, getting a little blue. Stopped saying hello to the neighbours because they don't say hello to me.
Perhaps it's the Christmas season. Everyone's going out for Turkey dinners but I don't know of any in our area. Thinking about not sending any Christmas cards. Raising the drawbridge, switch off the phone and go to bed until it's next year.
Don't feel like I'm getting any help.....could be that I'm not very good at asking for it. My brother comes round and sits on the sofa like he is glued to it. In the past when I've complained he says I need to draw up a list. I don't bother now. Just let him feed mum & change her pad whilst I work through my list of 'imperative' things to do (gardening, fencing, shopping, banking etc).
Could be that dad died a while back and I'm just feeling a little blue because I'm missing the old guy. Hopefully I'll buck up a bit before Xmas.
Need to start saying hello to the neighbours again.
Perhaps it's the Christmas season. Everyone's going out for Turkey dinners but I don't know of any in our area. Thinking about not sending any Christmas cards. Raising the drawbridge, switch off the phone and go to bed until it's next year.
Don't feel like I'm getting any help.....could be that I'm not very good at asking for it. My brother comes round and sits on the sofa like he is glued to it. In the past when I've complained he says I need to draw up a list. I don't bother now. Just let him feed mum & change her pad whilst I work through my list of 'imperative' things to do (gardening, fencing, shopping, banking etc).
Could be that dad died a while back and I'm just feeling a little blue because I'm missing the old guy. Hopefully I'll buck up a bit before Xmas.
Need to start saying hello to the neighbours again.