My wife is increasingly paranoid, seeing underlying motives in everything I do or say and I can only relax when she is asleep. I am on edge all the time. It is wearing me out. I am tired, lethargic and on the edge of exploding all the time. I used to play golf. Not any more. I like going out to take photographs. Not any more. I just seem to sit here waiting for something to happen.I try to 'get up and go' but something holds me back. The only activity I manage is when I manage to get her organised and out to walk the dog. This sounds like it's all about me. I know how horrible it must be for her living with her condition, but she's driving me to the point where I'll be no use to her.