A week ago I suffered a bad fall and a severe bang on the head! No to the regulars its not put the gnome right!
I was ambulanced to hospital while out cold! Exrayed shoulder and head scan while I was still unconscious!
On coming round it was a bit wierd, first I panicked because people were moving their mouths and no sound was arriving, the brain started to kick in (the gnome is sometimes deaf), the next panic attack was about my partner was she ok? I probably was hysterical trying to get across she was majorly disabled and needed me! The next panic came inside why was everyone talking French? The gnome has forgotten we live in France! Between panic over my worries about my partner and total disorientation I must have become hysterical! They sedated me!
Returning to the world again I asked the time then again went into panic about my partner!
The words in English "your wife is safe and in a care home" caused a lull in my panic! Then came the panic "no please its her worst fear institution care" fighting scrambling to get out of the caged bed! My legs didn't work to support me crash! I'm on the floor with a small medical team trying to stop the gnomes exit (well sort of exit) I didn't know which way was out!
A young female doctor (she has nice legs) almost sat on me saying if you don't calm down I will sedate you again!
OK I surrender!
Getting me back in the horizontal in bed took six! Getting me half sat up took four!
Explanations of fall and bang on head bring back memories of the gnome trying to fly!
Panic why don't my legs work! Sedation!
Gnome is coming into the world again!
Please can I talk to princess! A phone is passed princess is fine just had lunch and tired so going for a nap! That sounds about right so calm down gnome!
I think 24hrs later the doctor arrives bed side!
How is the gnome? When can I get out of here!
Gnome hates hospitals! NOT YET!
She dropped the cage side of the bed with a file in her hands starts to talk of dislocated shoulder and a bang on the head! I can see in her face there is more bad news to come!
Then it dawned on me she does not have my long term medical history! What she is trying to deliver is the scan has showed up not only the recent damage by the flying lesson failed but also the tumour and the old vascular damage to my brain! Do I know this exists or is she delivering NEW bad news!
In French I told her I know of my tumour and other damage is there any new to add to the mess! I am 64 she mid moving to late twenties (newly qualified) tells me its hard for her to deliver bad news of possible long term disablement! I thanked her for realy caring! I asked could she find my personal items I wear an S.O.S necklace! I am penercilin (& dislexic can't spell) illergic in the extreme, also there is a web shortcut to my medical history!
On her return a couple hours later! First she called me a *******, yep I said got the adoption certificate to prove it! Then she said your untouchable! I told her, her obvious care of her patients would make her a good doctor! No I am not untouchable she had touched me greatly with her care! It was seconds probably when two humans come together in understanding!
SO WHEN CAN I GET OUT OF HERE!
I was ambulanced to hospital while out cold! Exrayed shoulder and head scan while I was still unconscious!
On coming round it was a bit wierd, first I panicked because people were moving their mouths and no sound was arriving, the brain started to kick in (the gnome is sometimes deaf), the next panic attack was about my partner was she ok? I probably was hysterical trying to get across she was majorly disabled and needed me! The next panic came inside why was everyone talking French? The gnome has forgotten we live in France! Between panic over my worries about my partner and total disorientation I must have become hysterical! They sedated me!
Returning to the world again I asked the time then again went into panic about my partner!
The words in English "your wife is safe and in a care home" caused a lull in my panic! Then came the panic "no please its her worst fear institution care" fighting scrambling to get out of the caged bed! My legs didn't work to support me crash! I'm on the floor with a small medical team trying to stop the gnomes exit (well sort of exit) I didn't know which way was out!
A young female doctor (she has nice legs) almost sat on me saying if you don't calm down I will sedate you again!
OK I surrender!
Getting me back in the horizontal in bed took six! Getting me half sat up took four!
Explanations of fall and bang on head bring back memories of the gnome trying to fly!
Panic why don't my legs work! Sedation!
Gnome is coming into the world again!
Please can I talk to princess! A phone is passed princess is fine just had lunch and tired so going for a nap! That sounds about right so calm down gnome!
I think 24hrs later the doctor arrives bed side!
How is the gnome? When can I get out of here!
Gnome hates hospitals! NOT YET!
She dropped the cage side of the bed with a file in her hands starts to talk of dislocated shoulder and a bang on the head! I can see in her face there is more bad news to come!
Then it dawned on me she does not have my long term medical history! What she is trying to deliver is the scan has showed up not only the recent damage by the flying lesson failed but also the tumour and the old vascular damage to my brain! Do I know this exists or is she delivering NEW bad news!
In French I told her I know of my tumour and other damage is there any new to add to the mess! I am 64 she mid moving to late twenties (newly qualified) tells me its hard for her to deliver bad news of possible long term disablement! I thanked her for realy caring! I asked could she find my personal items I wear an S.O.S necklace! I am penercilin (& dislexic can't spell) illergic in the extreme, also there is a web shortcut to my medical history!
On her return a couple hours later! First she called me a *******, yep I said got the adoption certificate to prove it! Then she said your untouchable! I told her, her obvious care of her patients would make her a good doctor! No I am not untouchable she had touched me greatly with her care! It was seconds probably when two humans come together in understanding!
SO WHEN CAN I GET OUT OF HERE!