My husband has really dipped down this last three weeks. Just as i got a dear little rescue dog Davids condition has got really so much worse. If anyone visits (be it family,friends repair man, window cleaner, Davids just turns nasty and very bad tempered making me feel terrible and spoiling any chance of my having a bit of company. When we go out (if he will) he turns on people and shouts at them. Cannot go to bowls club anymore as he will not stay and keeps walking off. He will not come back and I have to give up and bring him home. He has known these people for 16 years and will not acknowledge them. The voices (in his head) are getting worse and he shouts out loudly in the garden so that I know the neighbours can hear. Today he has wet himself 3 times and also had a big problem having his bowels open. The SW has been with people from the Dementia unit, and we now have an appointment in 10 days time to see specialist. I am desperate for company and to go out with so much worry. It is so bad now that I have hardly been out at all. I try to walk this poor little dog everyday but the walk ,if it happens, is quite short as David says he wants to go but then is very difficult. I just see only misery for the future and struggle to keep my patience.xxx Sorry to go on.x
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