hi my days look so dark at the moment i cant see no light at the end of all this my mum seems so unhappy living with us she has change so much this last few months no matter how hard i try to do my best for her its not good enough went out for lunch today with my daughters and had a sitter in well i was the worst daughter in the world my life feels like it is on hold she said she wanted to go in a home yesterday and that made me feel like i was not good enough i have given up so much for her my daughters are so worried about us they said they are fed up of seeing us both so miserable and tell me i look so tired and i am as she does not sleep she wonders around the house most of the night and her mood swings are constant and it is so hard to talk to her as she says i know all the time even when the tv is on she answere back to it when is the right time to put her permantly in a care home the rest of my sisters and my brother say how do you put up with it we could not i am really struggling at the moment i am in constant pain with mr rhumotid arthrites but i cant say anything to her as she does not realize someone help please just a kind word as my mum does not give me any