I'm really struggling. Work is a nightmare-full on. I'm visiting dad every day still after work- it's fine at the weekends when I'm off. But I'm getting so very tired. He is so frail, so changed in the last 5 months. I'm scared to stop going daily, incase he slips away. I feel bad posting this, as I know there are carers here who look after people at home 24hours a day. Last few visits he hasn't spoken to me, at all. I help him with his dinner, he chokes his way through it. I'm remembering when my mum was dying, of cancer, a couple of years ago. I saw her daily- I feel I should be doing the same with dad- but.. There is no timescale here -that sounds even worse:-( Other family visiting doesn't help me ( they visit weekly) because I still feel that 'I' need to see my dad- for me, probably, I accept that. I'm just so very tired.
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