I realise my earlier comment upset you and I apologise for that.
If your dad was currently in hospital, I wonder if that would somehow feel less traumatic for both you and him than being in a care home? Would he still be blaming you for putting him in there or would he - and I suspect this would be the case - be more accepting? Somehow the very idea of being in a care home has negative connotations for most of us.
Strangely enough, people generally accept the need to be in a multiple occupancy hospital ward with ever-changing staff much more easily than they do being in a care home, in their own room with far more personalised care. Being at home is clearly no longer an option so you have gone for the next best choice. Perhaps try and think of the care home as the building in which he is receiving appropriate care, just the same as a hospital would be, and he is in there because you are acting in his (and your mum's) best interests.
That's all anyone can possibly be expected to do. There is no reason for you to feel guilty. Go easy on yourself. You're doing great.
If your dad was currently in hospital, I wonder if that would somehow feel less traumatic for both you and him than being in a care home? Would he still be blaming you for putting him in there or would he - and I suspect this would be the case - be more accepting? Somehow the very idea of being in a care home has negative connotations for most of us.
Strangely enough, people generally accept the need to be in a multiple occupancy hospital ward with ever-changing staff much more easily than they do being in a care home, in their own room with far more personalised care. Being at home is clearly no longer an option so you have gone for the next best choice. Perhaps try and think of the care home as the building in which he is receiving appropriate care, just the same as a hospital would be, and he is in there because you are acting in his (and your mum's) best interests.
That's all anyone can possibly be expected to do. There is no reason for you to feel guilty. Go easy on yourself. You're doing great.
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