Mum went into the care home yesterday. She thinks I am on holiday and I told her I booked her into a hotel for a Mother's Day treat.
I have phoned the home a few times and apparently she is fine and doing ok.
I on the other hand am a total wreck. I can't stop crying, I feel so guilty. I keep imagining her in her bedroom at night wondering where she is and why she is there.
I am so used to organising my whole life around her, seeing her twice a day and phoning her, I feel so lost.
My sister is going to visit mothers day and I will go next week when I am back from the imaginary holiday but I am already stressing over the next lot of lies as she will be expecting to go home. I'm not survive done the right thing.
I have phoned the home a few times and apparently she is fine and doing ok.
I on the other hand am a total wreck. I can't stop crying, I feel so guilty. I keep imagining her in her bedroom at night wondering where she is and why she is there.
I am so used to organising my whole life around her, seeing her twice a day and phoning her, I feel so lost.
My sister is going to visit mothers day and I will go next week when I am back from the imaginary holiday but I am already stressing over the next lot of lies as she will be expecting to go home. I'm not survive done the right thing.