well the christmas holidays are almost over.ive spent them with hubby at our sons it was different ,but at least he was with us.after leaving him at the care home i went home,but it was so lonely it broke my heart nearly as bad as when i had to put him into care,yes ive got family that ive seen all christmas but it was so quiet and no one to share silly things with,i think i have cried as much this christmas when im on my own as when i left him at first.i know im not the only one who misses their loved ones so i will wish you all a peaceful new year and super strength to carry on as we all need it