I am so pleased if I have found this group. So hoping you can help me. Here are my mitigating circumstances (!) that I use to rationalise my on and off memory. I spend hours and hours on my laptop because of my hobbies and Facebook and just that I am very sociable. It doesn't help that I'm a touch typist so type as fast as I speak with people and am constantly stimulated by this and that. My worrying symptoms are:-
- Calling my cats by the names of cats we had 9 or so years ago (I never did this before)
- Not remembering which is the cutlery drawer
- For the last month of so, having night terrors and waking up not knowing where I am. Taking time to work it out / my husband telling me. (This may be a leftover from sleeping tablets I used to take but I am also worried that they have damaged my brain)
- Driving along and suddenly losing my bearings. This really frightens me.
- My husband has to repeat things to me (though he says this is because I am always on the laptop and not listening)
- I completely forget dates but always have them on my diary. But if I didn't have them there, I would really forget them.
- I feel surreal and disassciated sometimes; ditto anxious
- It doesn't help that I get psychosomatic things and hypondria so as soon as I read something about it, I get it. The air is full of demential and AZ symptoms but no reason for me to ignore this.
- I freqently lose my keys and am very very scatterbrain and butterfly brain (but always have been.
- I find it hard to concentrate (OK with my book but not watcing television - but is that because I want to get back to doing my hobby on my laptop?)
I am 68.
Can I go somewhere and pay to have a brain test? Everytime someones says that 'outgoing high function' people get it... well that's me. But if I did have it, would I be able to type this fast and accurately?. Is it just because I have complete overload from the combination of fast communication and my people-loving personality?!!
Please help me.. I am so frightened.
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