Hi, I have read through quite a few of the threads and now appreciate that I'm not alone. My OH is in total denial, has regular falls (again total denial despite a day spent in A&E recently) GP wants to refer to a falls clinic but OH has refused as he doesn't have a problem...It goes on and on.
What I find really is the imagined slights, the rages, the vile accusations and my imagined nights out on the tiles on a weekly basis (I wish where no amount of explanation or reasoning will placate him..I know, I should know better but sometimes it is sooo hard.
Reading what others are going through I wonder if I am over sensitive or just a bit of a weed but being told constantly that I am useless and worse, including his new name for me 'Hitler' because I dictate does get to me and it bldy well hurts. I'm tired constantly (still work as well) woken in the middle of the night when he wakes and wants to talk or tell me off!
Ooohh I feel like a right whinger. He's annoyed right now because I am on my laptop whilst he watches yet another repeat programme on TV as he had no recollection of watching it several times before. I just don't say anything any more.It's not worth the row that would follow. I have no family support and we have no-one else I can offload on (I can only say so much,never the whole picture) Just cry for what was, for what now is, and is to come. Ah well life goes on. Sorry folks its been a particularly bad few weeks and I just need to offload x
What I find really is the imagined slights, the rages, the vile accusations and my imagined nights out on the tiles on a weekly basis (I wish where no amount of explanation or reasoning will placate him..I know, I should know better but sometimes it is sooo hard.
Reading what others are going through I wonder if I am over sensitive or just a bit of a weed but being told constantly that I am useless and worse, including his new name for me 'Hitler' because I dictate does get to me and it bldy well hurts. I'm tired constantly (still work as well) woken in the middle of the night when he wakes and wants to talk or tell me off!
Ooohh I feel like a right whinger. He's annoyed right now because I am on my laptop whilst he watches yet another repeat programme on TV as he had no recollection of watching it several times before. I just don't say anything any more.It's not worth the row that would follow. I have no family support and we have no-one else I can offload on (I can only say so much,never the whole picture) Just cry for what was, for what now is, and is to come. Ah well life goes on. Sorry folks its been a particularly bad few weeks and I just need to offload x