Monday, hubby and I were out in God's world to take a walk and yes, discuss stressful subjects. (Are there any other kind, any more?) He mentioned a problem back at home and said, "The window in the new room...." (the room is almost 3 1/2 years old). I began straining my brain to recall this "new room". He noticed I wasn't catching it so he started at the beginning and continued again. I said "Stop. I don't remember a "new room". I'm crying because I can tell that he is the one who knows what he is talking about and I am LOST! He holds me. Then he said "You go in our front door...." I cry harder. "What's wrong?" I finally answer "I can't find our front door in my mind. In fact I can't even remember what our home looks like." He is speechless! Still holding me and I'm crying harder by the minute! Then I say "I found our home, and the front door!" (In my mind of course.) He then repeated "You go in the front door, go through the front room then turn left when you are in the hall." Thinking hard, I said, "I got it!" We dropped the subject and took our walk, after all. We had been gone no more than 2 1/2 hours when we arrived back at home. (I knew it, thank God.) I went in and turned right to the kitchen=supper time. He came and got my hand to still talk about the window in the new room. I went but in my mind, I had turned right into the spare bedroom not the new room at all! More tears and fears!
What happened? Is this the beginning of the end of reality? He asks "Could you have told someone where you live and how take you there?" I don't know- how I could when I couldn't "see" it in my mind! I have never been so scared in all my born days!
We went shopping today and my mind was fine, and I joked and laughed with others in the store. If I had told them about Monday they would have thought it too was a joke. But believe be this is no laughing matter! Do things like this come more often?
Thanks, I know this is long but if I ever needed to know that there are others out on this planet that knows something of what happened but I hope they have never and will never experience it for really. Love.
What happened? Is this the beginning of the end of reality? He asks "Could you have told someone where you live and how take you there?" I don't know- how I could when I couldn't "see" it in my mind! I have never been so scared in all my born days!
We went shopping today and my mind was fine, and I joked and laughed with others in the store. If I had told them about Monday they would have thought it too was a joke. But believe be this is no laughing matter! Do things like this come more often?
Thanks, I know this is long but if I ever needed to know that there are others out on this planet that knows something of what happened but I hope they have never and will never experience it for really. Love.
Last edited: