My 87 year old mother was diagnosed with alzeimers a year agnly 2 years ago she was driving, going out regularly and independently.Within this short time she has now started to sit in her dressing gown all day and watches tv constantly.I do my best to try and motivate her, take her out several times a week but it s a very lengthy process now, as if I ring to remind her, she forgets....
She has carer each morning and 5 evenings, mainly for meds and in recent months evening meal.
I am struggling with such mixed emotions at the moment, as it feels that my whole life is based around keeping her at home, as she wants to be, but to sit for hours each day with no stimulation surely is not good.All the people she used to see at all her various groups, social occasions etc, seem to have disappeared.She was always giving people lifts, helping out etc, and suddenly she s just sitting alone all the time.I can t be there all the time but even tho I do loads I often feel guilty that I could do more.She forgets that she forgets....so it's not that she knows I m doing all I do. My sister lives abroad,{ my other sister died several years ago...]and she no longer works but gives very little support, a visit this year for 4 days which just entailed doing all the nice things...Basically, I feel that I m on a piece of string running 2 households, not giving my children,my grandchildren enough time, not giving myself,my husband, any time...and beginning to feel very very depleted...But what s the answer? All these mixed emotions running through from sadness, guilt, anger, frustration...is there an answer?W ould she benefit from being in the right residential home, with activities and stimulation, or would it be the end of her...how do I know? as she s always said she wouldn t do that......or is it a question of waiting the inevitable no other option situation...
She has carer each morning and 5 evenings, mainly for meds and in recent months evening meal.
I am struggling with such mixed emotions at the moment, as it feels that my whole life is based around keeping her at home, as she wants to be, but to sit for hours each day with no stimulation surely is not good.All the people she used to see at all her various groups, social occasions etc, seem to have disappeared.She was always giving people lifts, helping out etc, and suddenly she s just sitting alone all the time.I can t be there all the time but even tho I do loads I often feel guilty that I could do more.She forgets that she forgets....so it's not that she knows I m doing all I do. My sister lives abroad,{ my other sister died several years ago...]and she no longer works but gives very little support, a visit this year for 4 days which just entailed doing all the nice things...Basically, I feel that I m on a piece of string running 2 households, not giving my children,my grandchildren enough time, not giving myself,my husband, any time...and beginning to feel very very depleted...But what s the answer? All these mixed emotions running through from sadness, guilt, anger, frustration...is there an answer?W ould she benefit from being in the right residential home, with activities and stimulation, or would it be the end of her...how do I know? as she s always said she wouldn t do that......or is it a question of waiting the inevitable no other option situation...