YOURE THE DEVILS DAUGHTER AND A SNEAKY WITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im no shrink but lets just say that in early stages I think they still know what they are doing?? My mum was always a manipulater and its now getting worse she told Doc that I was great.................SOMETIMES???? he could see my frustration! Oh she was in there telling him that my daughter had an accident and that HER health wasn't right with all the stress of the court case etc...............and how she wishes it was over??? YEH mum the real stress and the truth is that she is scared she dosnt want me to go??
So basically im responsible for my mums health ITS MY FAULT SHES ILL she missed an apt to see an endocrinologist last week he was annoyed with her and said this was very important SHE TOLD HIM SHE WAS NOT WELL THAT DAY AS I HAD A ROW WITH HER
and the Oscar goes to..........................
Like me try not to feel guilty I know when they come back begging its like PUPPY EYES don't fall for it to help me not feel guilty I think of all the **** shes put me through I know its an illness but theres still a little manipulation going on like any old person my mums still quite sharp when theres a drama to create and get everybody who will listen to hate me!! Im a lot stronger than I used to be I have to be I hate this disease and the absolute mayhem it causes all around it I know this will tear this family apart further and am ready for what lies ahead BUT as my psychic said and she was right TAKE BACK YOUR POWER DONT LET THEM HAVE IT!!!!! hadn't a clue what she meant but now I see it I am her carer I have her best interests at heart and that gives me POWER!!!!