Hi i have never posted on here before, but have read lot's of post. My mum is 64 and has frontal lobe dementia, she has been ill for 4-5 years now. Over the last several months i have noticed a decline in her condition. My dad is her main carer although i spend alot of time with her. I have a family of my own, etc. This may seem harsh but i feel resentment,anger, frustration and so on, but no one is to blame. This horrible disease is slowly taking my mum away day by day, i'm constantly crying, worrying, can't sleep thinking about what the future holds for my mum and family. I FEEL SO GUILTY that i have thought's of hoping mum would pass away in her sleep, knowing what the future holds for her. PLEASE tell me that i'm not the only one who has these thought's? My heart is truly broken and i don't think it will ever be fixed.