Just a brief update.
Everything is now in place for tomorrow, so many things to do.
I visited Jan this morning to say goodbye, but, of course, it wasn't Jan - it was a 69 year old, old lady, there at peace.
This was the first time I have seen someone like this, and the funeral directors had done a great job, and we chose the dress that Jan had made many years ago, and it looked good.
The missing part was the essence of Jan. Right up to the end, even in her worst moments, she was not an old lady. She had character, she could respond, even just by a twitch. She breathed. And to me she was still 25.
This may seem like visiting her for a last time was not a good thing to do. On the contrary, in reality. It won't be Jan at the service tomorrow and that will make it easier.
I will always be glad that I spent three days at her side before she passed away. That was when I said my goodbyes and told her how much I cared. That was when I thanked her for being Jan, and making my life shine.
For me, Jan is already all around me, in the blue sky we loved so much, the roads we travelled together, the music we both enjoyed, the food we gobbled down.
So, plans are now in place. I will be one of those carrying Jan's casket into the service and I'll make the tribute.
There's a really good number of friends and my family coming. Afterwards we will have a bite and raise a glass to Jan. A sizeable group of Jan's carers are coming - something I really wanted. They are using their precious day off, and they don't get many of those.
First thing in the morning, the BBC is planning to play an interview I made on Tuesday with a reporter who has covered our story before, and who asked if she could complete it now.
The BBC reckons it will be broadcast about 8.30am on Radio 4 as part of the Today programme.
Tuesday, when out walking, I had a glimmer of Jan come into my head, as she was many years ago. I think she is starting to come back to me already, and the dementia is just, fractionally, beginning to fade. I hadn't expected that so soon, but it is very welcome.