I canceled the appointment with the estate planning attorney today. It doesn't matter that I was sick yesterday, didn't sleep last night so not fit to drive anywhere today, and this a.m., found Mum in the midst of a plumbing crisis. Her first words to me were "I called the police; I didn't know what to do". Neither does it matter that Mum was also sick with another intestinal upset.
No...none of it matters in the face of the fact that we needed this appointment, having serious matters to discuss which have been put off and put off...
I canceled, and I failed. I don't know whether this is only a setback or the beginning of the end. I've been operating on autopilot since Dad passed in January. My courage is failing, so perhaps the autopilot system is breaking down.
I'm thinking of changing my forum name to Useless or Failure.
No...none of it matters in the face of the fact that we needed this appointment, having serious matters to discuss which have been put off and put off...
I canceled, and I failed. I don't know whether this is only a setback or the beginning of the end. I've been operating on autopilot since Dad passed in January. My courage is failing, so perhaps the autopilot system is breaking down.
I'm thinking of changing my forum name to Useless or Failure.