good morning @MaNaAk looks like im grounded for today. its been raining and looks like more to come but its very windy and there is an amber alert because of the strength of it. i will try again tomorrow. finish stitching the cardi up today then thats finished.
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yes its taken a fight to get it but was worth all his protests and getting him to allow it.Sounds like the scooter is doing you a world of good
I found that the above hadn't been posted but it sounds like your having fun.
its hurting my back quite a lot, maybe the bumps. my son is coming to cut the grass tomorrow so im having a day off of the scooter as he will get my papers. looks like my cape has come, it rains too much for me to be stuck in all the time and a bit of rain is not going to hurt me.
anything to get out of his way. he is ordering and demanding telling me that im doing things wrong when im not. i think my back is more muscular than causing more damage to the trapped nerve that i have in my back as my leg it goes down doesnt seem to be too bad. i knew i was down and tonight he managed to make me cry again. he was insistent as to what he wanted for takeaway and i didnt want it but his bullying done it again. its the whole treating me like an idiot and telling me what to do. hes flared up and i dont think the memantine is making too much difference. i wanted to give it a try but he still seems on edge. i need to keep clearing but also find out where it can go. once my younger son goes home, i will see then. at the moment we are just gearing up for his visit.
thank you @Pots and Pans maybe im too strong and do myself no favours but theres nothing anyone can do to sort the pain or help in any way because im not needy enough and he has capacity. disabled carers are a new phenomenon that agencies dont know how to handle or help.
morning @MaNaAk i slept quite well. hes has just started the maximum dose yesterday. my oldest son is coming today to cut the grass if it doesnt rain. sometimes i need to do things and its an uphill struggle just to do that. ive always asked whether ive got it wrong and reacted wrongly but he told me last night hes being an idiot and no reason for him causing it. he questions everything i do. he scrutinizes the mail to see if he knows what it is. hes too quick to judge.
like i said thats not always a good thing but its got me through lots of things ive had to deal with. dementia is just another thing that i have to get through. another of lifes little journeys
