hi
it’s 08.00 on Sunday morning and i wondering if i should see Bridget today. I’ve said on TP before that she recognises me and i exchange flowers for her possible blown kisses and smile.
To be totally honest, and it troubles me to say this, i’m becoming used to her not being here. it’s almost a year now since she left and the rawness has gone, although i do have my crying moments. My memories are in my heart and i have pictures of better times on my shelves.
I fight the losing of her touch, my ability to hold her and kiss her. I’ve read many accounts of how lockdown has denied love ones the closeness they want during visits. Some don’t visit because it’s too upsetting.
it’s hard to describe feelings but all i know is that i love her and it kills me that she doesn’t feel the same back. Although that would mean she would be upset in our separation. Oh, i don’t know, it’s a situation that can never be resolved, and , of course, that’s part of the problem.
Bless you all
Peter
it’s 08.00 on Sunday morning and i wondering if i should see Bridget today. I’ve said on TP before that she recognises me and i exchange flowers for her possible blown kisses and smile.
To be totally honest, and it troubles me to say this, i’m becoming used to her not being here. it’s almost a year now since she left and the rawness has gone, although i do have my crying moments. My memories are in my heart and i have pictures of better times on my shelves.
I fight the losing of her touch, my ability to hold her and kiss her. I’ve read many accounts of how lockdown has denied love ones the closeness they want during visits. Some don’t visit because it’s too upsetting.
it’s hard to describe feelings but all i know is that i love her and it kills me that she doesn’t feel the same back. Although that would mean she would be upset in our separation. Oh, i don’t know, it’s a situation that can never be resolved, and , of course, that’s part of the problem.
Bless you all
Peter