Hi, hope this isn't seen as selfish. Mum [98 years old] has been in a wonderful care home for over 3 and a half years now. My brother and I visit her every other day so she has at least 1 visitor a day. I've taken her flowers every weekend she's been there. They have to be very bright colours as she is nearly blind. She developed Altzheimers about 8 months ago. The care home closed to visitors the day after my last visit so we haven't been able to visit. They say that she isn' t really aware of our absence but I, particularly, am feeling absolutely awful not seeing her. I know the girls love and care for her but how can I stop myself feeling so terribly upset and guilty. Any suggestions gratefully received. Keep well everyone.