hi @Bunpoots
you've been busy and expending emotional energy ... your reserves are low, and that's when, I think, the inertia hits ... a bit like body and mind telling you they need rest, so they go on strike
I lost dad at the end of january and it's odd how anything out of the ordinary hits me, but then sometimes the mundane everyday is just too much bother
grief works in mysterious ways, I'd say do with the flow, don't push yourself hard
The flow does seem a bit upstream at the moment and I'm really missing dad and all the rest of that generation. Everyone who was part of my everyday life is gone now from the generation above me and it's a big void to fill.
I was wondering how you're doing as your dad passed soon after mine. I suppose we've both got a lot of "firsts" to get through over the rest of the year...